we're back into the loop

read this one after the three sonnets (in the Syd Barrett's tone of the ending of the song)

I know you're here. I know you've read everything. I know you feel something because you keep coming back. I'm not going to write anymore until I hear from you. Not because I'm angry. Because I'm here. Really here. And I need to know if you are too. The ball has been in your court for six months. I'm leaving it there one last time. If you want me, you know where to find me. If you don't, I'll learn to live with the silence. But I won't live in the half-light anymore. Unless you keep needing that half-light, which you will obviously make me see. Which you know I will notice. Just like that hidden agency you wanted to show.